Diligent on the Watch

“My soul waits for the Lord more than watchmen wait for the morning, more than watchmen wait for the morning.”        -Psalm 130:6

How’s your watch going?

Caroline and I have found that when we get past the “why” in our struggles, we slam straight into the “how long?”  How long am I going to have to deal with this?  How long will it take before my prayers are answered?  How long before I see God move on my behalf?

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Dealing with Bitterness

“Why, God?” I used to think that this question was harmless. Many times during different struggles I would ask God this question. I felt like I was doing what I was supposed to: reading my Bible and praying every day, trying my hardest to obey in everything and doing what was right. I felt like it was unfair that I should be struggling. I was doing the right things, and I didn’t want to struggle with anxiety, fear, doubts or sinful thoughts. Besides, I saw other people who weren’t doing all that I was, and they didn’t have any of the problems that I was facing on a daily basis. It wasn’t fair       didn’t make sense. “So, why God?”

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Realigning Through Praise

“Suddenly, when they looked around, they no longer saw anyone with them except Jesus.” (Mk.9:8)

There come times in my struggles when whatever it is that I am currently facing becomes overwhelming        consuming. Maybe because I’ve been struggling with this particular fear for a long time, maybe it’s because I’m hormonal and emotionally unstable. It’s those days when my mind can’t seem to think about anything except my fear, my doubt, and my anxiety. It becomes hard to focus on normal activities such as school, meals, and daily routines. I become crippled and unable to enjoy and do anything as my mind is consumed with my struggle.

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The Importance of Obedience

“Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right. ‘Honor your father and mother’-which is the first commandment with a promise-‘that it may go well with you and that you may enjoy long life on the earth.’ Fathers, do not exasperate your children; instead, bring them up in the training and instruction of the Lord.”              -Ephesians 6:1-4

In 1513 Juan Ponce de Leon, inspired by Native American legend, set sail for Bimini seeking riches and a fountain of youth.  He would find neither.
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